Reflections on the Road of 2020

December 10, 2020 ~ A very surreal experience from February 8, 2011 popped in my head this morning.
I was driving along nicely, very early, this one wintery morning. The roads were clear and no precipitation. All of a sudden, my car lost control on black ice and was swerving all over the road. This incredible surreal calm came over me. It was like I was outside of myself watching. I was observing the car sliding back and forth. I did not attempt to steer or touch the gas or brake. I felt totally surrendered and at peace. I noticed the thought pop into my mind “focus your attention on the road ahead” (not the ditch). Fear was not present or a need to control/rectify the situation. My car gracefully twirled 180 degrees and I landed gently with the driver’s side into the snowbank, as if I landed on marshmallows. Now I was facing the direction I was coming from; on the side of the road I was driving on. Even then, there was calm. I called Otto and he came, towed me out and I drove back to the house. There was no damage to my car or myself. Shortly after I went on with my day in a different vehicle.
Although, there may be multiple layers when reflecting on this experience, one analogy that presents for me, is driving along the road of 2020. My reflections in this moment. Nothing more, nothing less.
December 11, 2020 ~ Continuation of February 8, 2011…
In spite of the black ice episode earlier that morning, calmness remained and after a short time I continued on with my day. I had a commitment with my former employer in Joyceville to fill in for the day, doing bookwork for my replacement, who had planned holidays before she was hired. So off I went from my home in the county.
After getting off the 401, going a short distance and noticing the gas light, I decided to turn around and go back to the gas station. I turned around in a driveway and as I approached the railway tracks, lights began to flash and the arms were coming down. As I put on my brakes, the car kept sliding, refusing to stop! Fear and panic were immediate! The summer before, a car stalled on the tracks and there was a death, in this very spot. This possible outcome rushed over me! Without thinking, I pulled on the emergency brake and the car stopped just in time!
Needless to say, this time I was shook up!! The shock over what just happened trembled throughout my body the rest of the day! Eventually I calmed down, rebalanced my energy and did my work.
With a day like this, you can’t help but have spiritual reflections about life, meaning, purpose and priorities! Certainly, something huge shifted within me on this pivotal day!
Reflecting on the analogy of the road of 2020, there will be moments of trust and surrender to Divine plan and there will be moments fear comes rushing over us!!! Neither is the right way or the wrong way. They are simply ways. Let’s allow, love and support ourselves through this pivotal time.
In the process, we are learning so much about ourselves! We are experiencing our emotions and endless thoughts on a more aware level than ever before! We are reassessing our beliefs around life, death and meaning. We are re-evaluating our priorities, how we can make a difference in the world and how we are choosing to be this human being! There is a HUGE shift taking place before our eyes!
Thank you for allowing me to share some of my reflections and having your own. I am grateful to be on this road with you!
Love for All ♥ 
Sherry Buikema

Hi Friends,
Last Monday I started experiencing a pinched nerve resulting from moving too much mulch in one wheel barrow load. Ugg. Painful spasms zapped the right side of my head frequently and intensely! Even though I attempted to meditate and received distance healing with friends, by Wednesday, I was emotionally distraught, as I was unable to do any outside work, especially now the weather is so nice!
Thursday night I required 3 doses of muscle relaxers before due time and heat rub. Friday, I woke up at 1:15 a.m. in tears. When I realized a chiropractor appointment was out of the question, even for what I labelled an emergency, all I could do was sit in nature. When I surrendered, this is what she said. As I was writing this message, sitting by the pond, the final hold on spasms was released. That evening I was able to sleep pain free without meds or heat rub and doing well since.
I was noticing my feelings. I was feeling a lack of control and nothing I could do to change it. I felt restricted and limited as to what I could do. I sense the similarity to feelings around this whole isolation situation and all the things coming to light.
I re-remembered that Love is ready to hold and heal us, if we can let go of needing to be in control and surrender. Surrendering is not giving up, but giving over. As guided, allowing Love, Earth Mother, Divine Source, Higher Self, Beings of Light – whatever it is for us, to assist us in holding space for our concerns, anxieties and fears. In this beautiful space of unconditional love we integrate the shadows, so that shifts and miracles happen!
Interesting is that I also experienced a shift in my feelings around current situations, freeing up space for more love and expansion!! This is one of the things we came here to re-remember, practice and share. We’ve got this!
Nudged to share. Much Love to All! ❤

Feeling Fabulous in February!! – surrounded by the loving, restorative energies of G.I.F.T. (Golden Infinity Flow Technique) ((( ❤ )))

Offering G.I.F.T. on-going, focused on Tuesdays and Wednesdays, as well as requests for other days.

Hope everyone experiencing grace, ease, loved and supported on the 2020 journey so far.

January has been a very inward, reflective month for me and lots of releasing and expansion is being experienced. Compassion and self-care are priority in these times. It certainly feels like a birthing or rebirthing process of sorts!

There is a sense of intensity in the air, urging our coming together and unifying intentions, as we consciously co-create what is birthing upon our planet.

All are welcome! Kindly let me know if you are planning to attend.

Hi Friends,

In light of the busy-ness of season get-togethers, I am opting to pass on December’s Conscious Co-Creators Sharing gathering.

Perhaps over this period we will have opportunities to reflect on the current year, as well as, envisioning our wishes and intentions for 2020 — maybe even creatively expressing these this through images or any other way we are inspired!

Our next Conscious Co-Creators Sharing will be on Tuesday, January 14th from 1 – 3:30 with the theme of “2020 Vision” — sharing our creative expressions, insights and ah-has, as we Conscious Co-Create highest frequencies.

I wish each of you lovely moments of “presence” with family and friends during this magical time of the year! The time of year when the collective re-members the LOVE that we share as one human family!

Lots of love, joy and gratitude overflows for each of you!
Sher